Ryan's going to be gone next week, which is causing some serious anxiety for me. I'm not sure how I'm going to handle everything for five days without him, so I'm already assembling my "team" of people to help me. The "team" mainly consists of my mom with lots of other people popping in at various moments too. I think the weather is supposed to be decent, so that will help greatly.
This little guy has been having a tough time lately (which means we all have). He's got some tummy troubles and is sleeping less that he was three weeks ago. It's not fun. I've actually been feeling dizzy from the lack of sleep. Last night was better and I know we'll get this figured out. I've had a pretty good attitude about it (which is surprising). I haven't cried once :)I just keep reminding myself that this is my calling right now. When I have this baby who squirms and fusses and needs me all night long, I remind myself that there is nothing on earth more important than loving him in that moment. That he is God's gift to me and even though my nights may seem long and my days may seem mundane that the reality is that being a mommy is a high calling!! God is using these challenging moments for His glory.
I was reminded of David earlier this week. How many nights did he sleep out under the stars watching over his sheep, thinking that he wasn't doing anything all that important? But God had bigger plans for him. God saw his faithfulness at doing a very unglorious job and God's favor was upon David. That shepherd boy became a king.
So if your kids are arguing and your laundry pile looks like mine....
If you're baby won't sleep and you can't even take a shower without interuption...
If you haven't brushed your teeth yet today and you're still in your pajamas...
...Just remember that God has called you to this!
He wants you exemplify His love in your kids lives. Your children have been given to you directly from the Lord and you are called to love them, be patient with them, teach them about God's goodness, train them how to behave and care for them. Don't grow weary in doing well!! God sees your faithfulness.
3 comments:
you're exactly right judy. it is PRIVILEDGE to get to love on these sweet babies all the time. i think of the children all over the world in orphanages and without parents to hold them when they cry, to rock them at night, and it makes me thankful that i GET to do that for my kids. hang in there though! hate that ryan is going to be traveling next week, but you can do it. do what you have to, and let the rest go. you could take a road trip to SC if you want to! :)
perfectly said Judy! And I am still in my pajamas at 2pm! and my laundry is flooding my downstairs hallway and foyer and laundry room but it is okay. These children are such a gift an dI wouldn't trade this crazy season of life for anything. I am thankful that he gives us sisters like you to walk it with... even from miles away!
Thanks Judy! Needed that! I'll pray for your week without Ryan. Dar was gone all week last week, so I definitely feel for you!
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